The person likes going to some nasty places… That are not good for it to go…

I feel so bad

Time passed and now the special someone tells me that it needs time, that it wants that we restart everything in the relationship and begin as friends…. I cannot do this, I love it a lot… But it is really hard for me to take back into my heart everything that it wants me to tell it….

I really really love it… And I want to be with it always! What should I do? I am scared to lose it… I don’t want to…. I am afraid that it would meet someone special better than me…

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It has been really hard for me to reopen myself to love, since the horrible lost I suffered 9 years ago I didn’t wanted to suffer beacause of that kind of pure love again, so I decided to close my heart to relationships; but now I feel that I want to be loved, but that there’s no one there for me.

When I was about ready to give up I heard this great song from Reba McEntire, it gave me hope again, and well now I am searching for that someone….. As the song says it could be anyone ‘cuze there’s someone out there….

I leave you with the video of this great song!

Comment!

Lyric:

Here I am on the phone again and…
Awkward silences on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now ) all I feel (all I feel) is the pain of fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they’ll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don’t say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don’t walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don’t want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I’m wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again,
laugh like you did back when
We’d make noise ’til 3 am,
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they’ll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don’t say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don’t walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I’m fallin…
I’m fallin…
I’m fallin down

I’m fallin…
I’m fallin…
I’m fallin down

Down, down,down…

Don’t say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don’t walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Don’t say a word, (Please don’t leave…)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don’t walk away, (Please don’t leave…)
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

~Something About Us~~

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there’s something about us I want to say
Cause there’s something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there’s something about us I’ve got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I’ll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

I want to thank to my my friend Alipi, who has his own blog at Alipi’s Blog. He is the one who had in his blog the phrase “Just Another Person In This Vast World” and when I read it I felt like Ihad to do something with it, so I decided to start this blog where I could put any idea that came to my head, of course I asked Alipi for permission to use his phrase, and he thankfully allowed me, and notjust that, he also added some links to my blog from his.

He has also contributed with some ideas and posts here, so he is a very important part as all of you friends who contribute in this blog.

So this little lines are to thank U Alipi, Thanks!

Best Wishes,

Me

I have sang this song a lot of times with a lot of feeling on it, I just want to share it with you, hope you like it, please comment!

In The End…. Linkin Park

[It starts with]
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal, didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

This fight with my friend reminded me of the time before I met him, the time where I had just lost my first love and greatest friend due to a car accident; I was feeling so deeply alone and so forsaken that I thought that anyone would ever be interested in my person again, but there he was… someone who offered my a true friendship in exchange of nothing… a true friend.

I also have been having this loneliness feelings although I am constantly surrounded by people, why you must be asking… well just because I feel that something is missing in my life, and it is not my friend friendship, it is something more deeply, LOVE.

Yes now I can say that I am loveless, that I have this feeling of needing someone to be there for me; that special someone that will support me anytime without asking questions; that special someone that will let me spend some time with her just because…

Loneliness…. Oh! Loneliness…. What should we do when you get into our lives? How are we supposed to fight against you if you make all our dreams shade away… Oh! Dear loneliness, please, please! Get away…..

Today I started to think about this phrase when I saw a couple fighting in my college…. I remembered how people tend to fool themselves and make themselves believe that they can be happy, and that they will be able to continue their existance without their other half, but that’s not truth… because you will always, ALWAYS remember the other person 24/7 and in everything you do (Of course I am referring only in the case you have found your truth love).

Many friends of mine have lived the situation I am describing, and they have asked me for advice… I have to be honest that I tried to give them the best I could… and I will not try to convince you that I haven’t used the phrase, just because it is the way society taught us, but I will be honest the only thing I really wanted to tell them was that nothing is more valuable in this life than true love, so if they are sure they have found it… well fight fot it against all, and well go against all odds, it is better than regreating it forever….

And now I leave you with the video of a great song, Against All Odds original by Phill Collins, but performed by Westlife and Mariah Carey…. I think this song defines what we all hope for and wish to say when we live in a situation like the one described above…